Heey

Hi. Just got back from a night out with a close friend. We haven't seen each other since May, so we really had a loooooong talk to catch up. I really did miss her soooo much and I really had fun tonight.

However, the real highlight for me tonight is when we got to talk about me and the Goof. I was telling her how other close friends fear about the time when we decide to break up, because most of my closest friends are seriously clueless with how they'll handle the situation if it ever happens. Well, I know that she'd also feel that way, but I was still sincerely touched when she admitted that she also did feel the same fear most of my closest friends have about me and the Goof ever breaking up. Honestly, I was really, really touched, and I feel like I love them even more. A whole lot more. I just wish I could tell them that.

Oh, dear. I really had fun today. :)

Now, now

The rains told me that I should go out and find a freaking real job. I mean, yeah, I am doing fine with freelancing and shit, but, hellz, it is kind of depressing me lately. Not that I am a people person or I feel the urge to meet new people. I just want to be out there, honestly.

And since tomorrow's Sunday, I'll be able to get the weekly newspaper and start looking for a freaking real job.

Wish me luck! :D

Today

I:
- traveled from the city to my grandma's wake for seven freaking hours. I took a bus, 2 jeepneys, an fx taxi, and a tricycle. It was bloody tiring.
- have awake for almost 24 hours already, since I woke up yesterday at 4:20 am. This, however, includes the sleep I got in the bumpy ride to here.
- am enjoying a free wi-fi connection, thanks to the chapel's online wake promo, they also have free wi-fi.
- kind of got annoyed and kind of pissed at my cousin when she said that Feist isn't good. I tried to understand her. She is emotional, and tired, and sleepless, and pissed at some other relatives.
- am being bitten the hell away by freaking million mosquitoes.
- am overhearing my two aunts discussion about going to the bathroom together - as in together in the cubicle.
- am not that sleepy yet, even after the loooong day yesterday.
- missed tutorial classes. Boy, it is my starting week and shit has been all over it. I am really going to do my best next week.
- am still thinking about my state of broke-ness.
- realized how tech savvy I am, compared to most of my cousins.
- tried my best to be hospitable, accommodating, and friendly. And I hate it.
- cried over my lola's death.